today i din go syuen hotel..
i scare to see him..
but i really wanna find him..
at earler i noe tat abt tat roadshow jor..
i mai wait for inter excel ppl to call to inform me..
they really call jor..
when i pick up da phone is a girl..
den i told tat gur i'm mayb going..
quite sad..
den i wanna draw his attention..
so i msg him..
n said..
i wont attend that roadshow..
he din reply me..
i tot he will incharge of tis thgs..
no i'm wrong...
i realise i still cant forget him..
y earler i wanna attend those roadshow..
if not i no need to noe him..
i really wanna dun1 think abt him jor..
really dun1..
i really find another him to replace..
let me out from this..
haiz..
accually today i wanna go de..
den i need to interview ..
so din have mood to go jor..
but tat good too..
no need to fan after tat..